安宁的一天

今天我也不懂是第几天我们没联络了。我想彼此也不会再联络对方了吧？！
虽然在一起的日子不多，可始终觉得有点可惜。。。
再想回来，其实我不应该觉得可惜的！因为不是我先放弃他的。当我对他不理不睬的时候，他最少还会偶尔打给我聊聊天。当我真的想和他在一起时，他却好像没有那种mood了。
是不是我们从一开始就不应该选择在一起呢？
我觉得他对我说的最大的谎言是：‘我不想放弃这段关系！’。
可是为什么讲的和做的都不一样？！有时候我在想，他是在敷衍我，还是真的没时间呢？
到了今天为止，我还会时不时的想起他。
中觉得好像有些东西还没交代清楚。到了现在我才发觉，原来交不交代已经对对方不重要了。
大家都有自己不同的生活，大家都生存在不同的空间。思想不一样！
有时我还会想到底自己想怎样？？？我也不清楚。
过完了今天，我对自己说其实现实会变成怎样已经不重要了。
自己做错了太多东西，就别指望别人会原谅你。人家不理你你已经要偷笑了。
好吧，反正把彼此的过去留在脑海里的回忆就够了~你永远不会在我的心里消失的。

FEVER

from yesterday night when i reached home, i already felt sick in my body. i didnt eat my dinner and i direct go to slp. that night is the most hard time to pass. i was unable to slpt well. i kept awake by my nightmare. actually it isn't a nightmare at all, it just my back bone felt very sour and i keep awake because of the pain.

over whole night, i was wake up before my alarm ringing. that time my head was god damn ache. i was wanted to apply MC for today but i didn't finally. i go work and just patient the pain that i having. now just felt very suffer with my back bone. yet, my headache is killing me.

today i work split shift, after my break time i was ran back to my house and look for my previous medicine. after ate medic then i direct go to slp. after i wake up, it's no more fever in my body, but my headache and back bone pain still remain. now i really feel wanna back home. if i can patient 2 more hours, i will be the god of today....

EMBARREST EXPERIENCE

today my working time is from 2pm to 11.30PM. but then today i was see WRONGLY WITH MY WORK STATION SO I JUST SEAT INTO ANOTHER PPL PLACE. after period of time, a guy came and ask me go..den i shocked and tell him this is my work station. but then he ask me to double check time sheet seat place. then i went and checked i really seat at the wrong work station. that time i was felt embarress about this. so i WENT TO SEAT BACK MY CORRECT PLACE. haiz...what a day...